So.......

Like it, love it, or hate it. This is mine, not yours. This is me, not you. And this is real!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Momma Knows...

Had a nice and unexpected talk wit momz tonight. It's almost like she knew I needed it. She made the tears come down, but I feel lighter, clearer even. I know that she wants the best for me, and I want nothing more than to make her proud. The choices that I have made thus far have yet to lead to that road, but I have faith and I believe one day I'll be just fine. I moved out almost a year ago, and I thought that things were going to get better, but they haven't. I thought I'd be happier, but I'm not. I thought I'd be closer to where I want to go, but I'm right where I started. I don't feel stagnant though. As complacent as it may seem, I have learned some much these last couple of months. The happiness that I seek, must start from within. As much as I knew that before, I believe it now more than ever. I need to get back to praying, I'm no longer grounded. I need to get back to mine, everyone and everything else will come after. I need to get back to me.

Feeling inspired.....

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