The End

The thought of u somehow being different has vanished because in the end you’re really just about the same. The cloud that I sat upon hoping n wishing has evaporated, leaving me falling ever so slowly back into reality. I allowed myself 2 dream........But my vision has always been clear, and what I'm looking for is not what I see. What I see now....let's call it "The Real." And it's breathtaking…

To think that I thought that I was suffice. I silently prayed you were the "one." After a 6 yr hiatus, I sit back n watch not just you but me 2,and I SMMFH. And sometimes I smile and even laugh. Beats crying I guess. But nothing I am now will ever be enough … For there 2 b an us....Later

Shittt, my beliefs have ALL gone 2 waste, cuz no matter how hard I try, yur realms are unsatiable. The smiles that we shared, the laughs til we cried were all bcuz of the simple things. The real matters u digress, 2 avoid unwanted stress, as if I care 2 ire myself. Patience is a virtue, but its also my achilles. I waste too much time hoping for change, GO OBAMA! My faith in him is stronger than my faith in you and I don't even know the man. In the interim I lose all of myself, my smiles turn to frowns, my ups become downs. You're not who they said you were, but I don’t know you either. You want me in your life....as if I'm spose 2 stick around just bcuz. There this thing called work, you should try it sometime and right after that try some sacrifice n compromise. Followed by a lil bit empathy and reassurance, to bring it home. And when u realize yur home, alone, don't call me.