On my Mark...

Almost everything telling me to quit while I' ahead, but that's what I always do.
Constant back and forth between saying something or not, that's why I'm talking to you...
Nothing worse than feeling like you're not being heard, especially when you're speaking clear
Nothing worse than feeling so far apart, even when there's no option to be near
Trying to find a balance between two lives that have contrasts, comes with a price
Expensive to some, just needs to be worth the investment to me
Cuz I see things for what they are, and I accept things that CAN NOT change
But I will not be subjected to simplistic bullshit backed by selfishness
I will not continue to feel bad about the way I react to the utter bullshit that is thrown my way
I will not give in just to avoid an argument and relieve tension, so that YOU can smile
But I will stay and fight so long as I'm not a one man army
And I will tough it out so long as my efforts are heeded
I will deal with all of you as long as you deal with all of me
Like calculus I study you, and at times you help me out
Try to grasp the ins and outs, so the less often you shout
I hope you don't just expect it work, you mentioned that you were difficult and I stayed put
No memo from me but you'd be naive to think I was easy....
Had so much of nothing, I want a lil bit of something too bad
Is that too much to ask??