Mirrors.......

I've never felt so misunderstood. Never felt like so out of touch with myself. I feel like I've come so far from the person that I was and no closer to being the person that I want to be. I let my situations and circumstances dilute me. I let those that didn't deserve me, ruin what was left. And I can't blame anyone but myself. I am in my own way, have been for some time now. I have demons and skeletons and so much baggage with me that it's almost impossible to recognize myself. I am not this girl that you see. I was never all of these things that I am now, but I didn't become like this on purpose, I didn't sacrifice all my self for the things that I can't even identify, did I??