Haven't written in a while, just havent had the time.
But today for some reason, a multitude of thoughts have flooded my mind.

Sometimes I wish that I could just turn it all off, a timeout or something, just to step outside myself. So that I could see what you see when you look at me.

I've come a long way, and the journey's just begun and I'm as ready as ever to take it all on.
I've weeded out the bad and the evil is no longer, but the things that I've learned are what has made me stronger.
Sometimes I speak my mind and its too much for some to handle, but when it comes to knowing me, no one holds a candle. Close enough to even fathom, nothing that I do is ever random, EVER!

Always steps ahead, seeking the future, before it hits me and I'm lost.
With no where to go and no one to turn to, I run to the one who knows ME the best. I get lost inside myself trying to figure it all out, and some times are harder than others. My only fear is the unknown, and with that knowledge...the possibilities are endless. I wanna be happy by MY definition not society's standard. I want to love like I've never lost, and smile like I've never cried. I don't want to be afraid of inevitable pain.

Some things of course I wish I could've done different, but I don't consider those to be regrets. If I said it, I meant it and if I did it, it's done. I can't change the past but I can live for tomorrow. I just want to be free, to live my life for me.