I want one of those lifelong unconditional loves. Dependable, reliable, predictable loves. The uncertain, the convenient, the sometimes love isn't for me....
I want to feel the love without being touched. I want to know it's near when I'm far away. And I don't care if that makes me a dreamer, don't wake me.
I don't want to worry, if this fight is our last, I want to outlast....all the moments when we can't take it anymore and remember what it was that drew us together in the first place.
I want to remember the love and smile at the thought. My heart skips a beat, I'm alive, I can feel it. I want to believe in a love and not feel like a fool. Not question my judgment, not just for the moment.
I want to grow old with this love and in love and around it. Surround me with just enough to keep me grounded. I want to remember this love, for as long as I live, and I breathe, and I smell its aroma, the sweetest of comas....
I'd love to get lost in a love, the greatest of loves. The strongest most patient and bittersweet loves, and if that's a dream then leave me with my pillows. To never wake up, the nostalgia would break me. Into a million little pieces, that only love could fix it.....
So.......
Like it, love it, or hate it. This is mine, not yours. This is me, not you. And this is real!
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